February 2010
i get what you are saying. But doesnt the bible say somewhere that God knows even your thoughts and desires? So if there was somebody who knew that, then they would know what color nail polish youd pick, right?
Yes, but… I’m sorry, this is such a stupid and overused argument on my part… I know that God can’t be compared to any human so there’s no human other than...
“I just have so many unanswered questions and I don’t know where to turn to find those answers” Who do you ask the questions to? If you never ask, how will they be answered?
I know that I need to search through my Bible for answers but a problem emerges when I don’t know where to look for anything. I am ashamed to admit that I don’t know much about The Holy Bible...
You said predestination and free will don’t go together, because God knows what we will choose. Just because he knows what our decision will be doesnt mean its not our decision. If I offered you $100 or $1.00, I know what you’d take. But its your choice.
You make a very valid point there and I’m not saying that I completely disagree with the whole free will and predestination...
stop beating yourself up about everything, your a great person. people may find you more enjoyable if you werent so up tight all the time. just chill out girll.
You may find this hard to believe but I am actually a lot less uptight than I used to be. Every other sentence out of my mouth used to be self-degrading. It was terrible. I’ve lost a lot of friends through my negativity and I can...
wheres your dad ?
I really couldn’t tell you. I know that he is somewhere in the state of Michigan, married. I know that he is doing better than he was when he left me at the age of three months. I know that he wants to meet me but I am also too scared to decide whether or not I should.
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So, I finished My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult...
I’ll start off by saying that the writing style really drew me in and that I thought that the book was good… but it wasn’t at all what I expected it to be. I can’t see myself going back to it. I felt like it took place over too short a time span and went sort of slowly. I heard that it was very much a tear jerker and I only cried once, and I think that my crying was only...
January 2010
Audrey, I think you’re a wonderful person. Don’t let anyone else make you think that you’re not.
:/ Thank you so much. I really appreciate your saying that. I’ve been a roller coaster of emotions lately. The littlest things can really break me down and I know I’m not perfect and I know I never will be but I really do try to be a decent person. Thanks. <3
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I just watched Girl, Interrupted with Zoe. It was...
i’m really disappointed that you’re starting to doubt your religion. i hope you don’t turn into another teenage atheist because apparently believing in nothing is all the rage these days.
Look, I am very sorry to disappoint you but I can promise you that I will never be an Atheist and I will always have certain beliefs which I will not be afraid to voice. I don’t think...
no prob for the question ;) i dont think its bad that you are straying from religion, to each her own. its not for everybody and sometimes i feel its ridiculous when christians try and push religion on you when isnt there whole religion about being…
accepting of all people? it seems hypocritical to me. my mom always tells me i dont need a man, but what if i want one, you know? Let me just...
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It hurts, it destroys ‘til it kills. I am tired and hungry and totally useless.
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You’ve been such a positive influence on my mental frame. If I could ever repay you, I would, but I’m hard up for cash and my memory lacks initiative.
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I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds and all the things that don’t get old. Is it legal to do this? I surely don’t know. It’s the only way that I have learned to express myself - through other peoples’ descriptions of life. I’m afraid I’m alone and entirely useless.
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I’m riding hard on the last lines of every lie and the BMX bike of my life is about to explode - I’m about to explode.
I’m a mess, I’m a wreck. I am perfect and I have learned to accept all of my problems and shortcomings ‘cause I am so visceral, yet deeply inept.
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I want to know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense… yeah. Let me in, let me into the club, ‘cause I wanna belong and I need to get strong, and if memory serves I’m addicted to words and they’re useless.
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Yeah, so I’m already dead on the inside but I can still pretend with my memories and photographs I have learned to love the lie.
Have you ever noticed that nothing is really ever...
It’s true, though.
do you believe in karma, fate, your destiny being written in stone, everything happening for a reason, and/or soulmates?
First off, thank you for asking such a deep and thought-provoking question. This is probably the most confusing subject in the world to me, though. :P I definitely believe that what goes around comes around, so karma is a total yes. I think that if you want good things to...
nobody writes in my formspring.me anymore :'( →
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I believe that I can overcome this and beat everything in the end, but I choose to abuse for the time being. Maybe I’ll win, but for now I’ve decided to die.
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There are some things we do because we convince ourselves it would be better for...
– My Sister’s Keeper by Jodi Picoult
babyfacedshame:
carvedbyglaciers:
you say millions of incorrect things and refuse to let me speak. while i sit and listen to the bullshit pouring from your mouth and continuously stop myself from interrupting, i know you will never be aware of how much control it takes.
Maybe I am too caring a person.
I feel like I never know who I can trust to stick...
I’ve always had friendship problems. I don’t have my one set group of friends that I’ve been with for years. I befrend all different sorts of people, and then maybe sometimes I’ll get adopted into a group, and I finally think that I’ve found my place. Then something happens and all of the sudden everything falls apart and it turns out that I was only dreaming and that...
Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream...
– Edgar Allen Poe (via artpixie)
I love Poe.
Therapy went very well today.
:)
i'm here without you, baby, but you're still on my...
I love to read, but I hate when I'm reading and I...
I just watched the movie Big Fish for the first...
I even cried. I’ve been wanting for a movie or a book to make me cry, lately. That probably sounds weird, but whatever. It was nice.
Michael C. Hall Interviews for Parade
fuckyeahdex:
Fan encounters. “Some people seem a little scared when they see me. Can’t imagine why. Others say, ‘You’re a serial killer. Cool!’ I think some of them feel guilty for watching the show, as if they are complicit or implicated in what Dexter does just because they enjoy it. They feel funny about sympathizing with him or even liking him.”
As for the folks back home in North...
How come your the biggest bully I know? :) by Brettbmw
BRETT YOU ARE SO STUPID IT’S YOU’RE NOT YOUR. GOSH. Hahah, I’m kidding. :) I am the biggest bully you know simply because you LOVE it. You also know that I could totally beat you up if I wanted to so you avoid all negative conflict with me. ;) O:) I’m nice! What are you talking about, fool?! You’re breakin’...